Originally Posted by Kenny_C.002
Hence no peds for me. The fact that it's rather tough to force these things down onto kids is part of the job description. It's part of why I feel peds is unattractive. At least adults and usually teens understand the value of what we're trying to do since they understand something called "logic".
I certainly fear my own character flaws. I have a distinct focus on them but can't really find solutions to them. I fear what I do pushes people I care about away from me. I fear not of rejection, but of isolation. I fear of not being in control of my own emotions due to my lack of an ability to recognize them. I fear I might kill someone someday, being in the profession I'm in.
Did I mention I'm terrified of injections too?
Not needles. Just injections.
I had a nightmare not too long ago that I was at the doctors with my boyfriend and a nurse came out saying something I dont recall [but i figured out later I was pregnant], and was trying to give me a shot, but me and tommy tried to get away and they gave it to him instead, somehow later in my dream i rescued him and found out that injection would have killed my baby,
oh and they neutered tommy
that was the worst part of my dream :c