Man, this is difficult.
But, yeah. It is time for me to leave. This is allmost certainly NOT a permanent leave, so don't be too sad.
I have, most unfortunately, begun to grow a little tired of this place. It is no-ones fault, this is a great forum. I just need to go away for awhile.
I might pop in once in a while, but don't get your hopes up
Anyway, have fun guys.